When I was growing up, I often curled up on the well-worn chaise lounge
in my grandmother’s small bedroom in our house. To any visitor coming
through the front door, the room was hardly noticeable, hiding next to the
front hall closet crammed with coats and boots. It was her bedroom, but
it was also my refuge.
I spent many hours there,
mostly as she sewed, altering and patching together the unusable into something
beautiful once again. Our conversations largely followed a recurring
litany of question and response. That's how I learned from her. She
did not always have a way to explain the mysteries of God—the “whys” of this
life – but I can remember her telling me so many decades ago, “Well sometimes,
darling, you just have to trust God.”
She had eighty years of
experience trusting God through deaths, life and struggles as a widow, a single
mom, through the Great Depression, two world wars, fifty years of hobbling with
rheumatoid arthritis, and the mysteries of the divine she could not
comprehend. But she could pray and she could trust God.
When Mary was visited by
the angel, she also did not fully understand what was going on, nor what was to
come. There was immense grace in that. There always is. But what
she could comprehend was that she had to trust God in this.
Her response was to pray as
recorded in Luke 1. 46-55. It is traditionally called the Magnificat,
Mary’s song of praise, now sung in church services of many denominations or as
a liturgy in vespers.
Magnificat comes from the first line,
“My soul magnifies the Lord.” Not how most of us would have
responded to an angel with such news. Mary did not reply with “What in
the world am I going to do?” But immediately verbalized who
God is, what He is like, and why she can trust Him. She described
how great God is – even before she saw the outcome. Somehow she
surmised this was more than “you’re going to have a baby.” And what you gonna
name Him.
Judging by her immediate
lyrical response, she had prayed like this before. Not in lofty eloquent
words, but in the every days, the moments significant and insignificant
seamlessly attached to each other, learning bit by bit, prayer by prayer, not
moved by emotions, but recognizing the reality of knowing and trusting
God.
For He who is mighty has
done great things for me,
And holy is His name.
This young girl pushed back
the darkness by praying and praising the God she loved and who loved her.
She described Who God is, not just in adjectives but nouns. He is
strength. He is mercy. He is Savior. That baby already had a
name.
How we trust God impacts
how we approach the mysteries, the really hard stuff, even the joys. What
if we saw God like that, what if we prayed like that, what if we
recognized His Presence in our circumstances like that? Even in what is
before us today. Even in what is yet to come.
What if we sang out loud
His glory like that?
Mary didn’t just
spontaneously make up a song to pump up her courage. She sang this prayer
over her situation.
Mary was not just a special
person, as pastor Matt said last Sunday. But she was “a girl who said Yes to
God.“ Mary was different because she was faithful, not strong on her
own, but held by the One who is.
I can never remember my
grandmother singing. But oh, how she could pray. She knew she could
trust God. In all those struggles she didn’t understand, she prayed.
Praying even when she couldn’t put adequate words to it.
But Mary did.
My soul magnifies the Lord,
and my spirit rejoices in
God my Savior,
for He has looked on the
humble estate of His servant.
For behold, from now on all
generations will call me blessed,
for He who is mighty has
done great things for me,
and holy is His name.
And His mercy is for those
who fear Him
from generation to generation.
He has shown strength with
His arm,
He has scattered the proud
in the thoughts of their hearts,
He has brought down the
mighty from their thrones.
and exalted those of humble estate,
He has filled the hungry
with good things,
and the rich He has sent away empty.
He has helped His servant
Israel
in remembrance of His mercy,
as He spoke to our fathers,
to Abraham and to his
offspring forever.
Healing, blessing, or stored up ammunition?
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Strive for peace
with everyone....
Hebrews 12. 14
(The perfect gift
for the holidays.
And sometimes
the hardest.
But peace
...
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