When I was a little girl, children played outside most of the day. We
walked to school through snowdrifts and rain. We traveled in packs like
wolf cubs roaming throughout the neighborhood. And while this was a
time before cell phones, texting, and surveillance cameras, an even more
powerful communication system was set on alert, an unofficial pact
among neighbors that held us accountable and responsible for our
actions. The backup system was generated by the ever-present tattling
prevalent among multiple siblings. There were no secrets back then.
As a middle child, I was never alone, one brother older, another right
under me, and my baby brother safe at home with my grandmother who
resided with us. The neighborhood kids all had traveling routes, roaming through
the backyards of our block, sometimes even on our bikes, knowing the
weak links in the fences and where the mean dogs waited in the shadows.
There was an enormous rock at the end of our street, a boulder that I
can clearly remember climbing and falling off, sometimes imagining
riding a horse or scaling a mountain, depending on what I was pretending
at the time with my brothers or my friends. It was huge. My schoolgirl
knees were continually scraped. When I was not even ten years old, my
family moved from that yellow brick house, but the memory of that rock
grew legendary in my thoughts.
As an adult, I finally had the opportunity to visit the old neighborhood
again. Our block looked so plain as if the color had been drained from
an old photograph. The mammoth arch of elm trees had been felled by
Dutch elm disease decades ago. The small brick and clapboard houses had
aged and were filled with strangers. It felt like the stories of my
childhood had been evicted. I did not see even one boy or girl playing on the
sidewalk, let along a swarm of kids among the ancient trees and overgrown shrubs, scampering between houses, building forts and hideouts, and roaming through our childhoods before the streetlights came on. Our blue jeans may have grown too short, but never our imaginations.
And the streets of the city shall be full of boys and girls playing in its streets. Zechariah 8. 5
And the boulder? Where was it? I drove past twice before I realized
that what I remembered as massive and insurmountable was only a colossal
figment of my imagination. It appeared ridiculous. I was enamored by a
rock not even two feet high.
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