It was not the books we read that will be most remembered this year,
the narratives, memoirs, and fictions, but the stories of our own lives. Who would have imagined a fictional world where
people could not touch, hug, gather, or stand less than six feet apart? Where our smiles were hidden and our words
muffled behind cloth masks? Where a deadly encroaching virus was invisibly spread
just by breathing, talking and singing? Everyone
of us in 2020 lived a story beyond our own imaginings
2020 began like any other year. And suddenly it was not like
any other year ever. Covid hit like an unexpected story that never
seemed to end.
We cannot help but be changed by it.
Even looking back now on those first few months of lockdown,
I would have considered it as a reader’s paradise. But at first, I couldn’t get settled. I attempted to wade into a few books on our
shelves at home, even those for years I have intended to read or wanted to
reread. But we were suddenly living in a strange story.
As I began reading again, I felt like a novice swimmer
standing reluctantly on the side of a pool.
How do I jump back into books?
I joined a zoom book group at my church, discussing The Lion, the
Witch and the Wardrobe, a book I first read decades ago. I remember C. S.
Lewis stating, “No book is really worth reading at the age of ten which is not
equally – and often far more – worth reading at the age of fifty and
beyond.”
But because it is not the first book in the Chronicles of
Narnia, I started dutifully with The Magician’s Nephew, read seamlessly
into The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe, and by then, I was on a roll,
reading all seven volumes and stunned again by his tales, his intricate weaving of truth
and wonder. Every story is
interconnected to the next, something we don't often realize in our own lives.
The books we read are not just what entertain us, but reveal to us timeless truths, unveil hidden strengths, and weave the fragments our
lives together. Jesus never spoke before
others without a parable. Because stories
show us how to understand.
He reveals deep and hidden
things;
He knows what is in the darkness,
And the light dwells with Him.
Daniel 2. 22
How little we are aware of being equipped by what we read,
how profoundly we are changed by the ageless written words, how precisely an
author brings our own thoughts into language, and how immeasurably stories
connect us endlessly to each other.
Here are the books I read in 2020:
1. Adorning The Dark: Thoughts on Community, Calling, and the
Mystery of Making by Andrew Peterson
(2019)
2. Esther
and Ruth by Iain M. Duguld (2005)
3. The
Water Dancer by Ta-Nehisi Coates (2019)
4. Atomic
Habits: Tiny Changes, Remarkable
Results, An Easy & Proven Way to Build Good Habits & Break Bad Ones
by James Clear (2018)
5. Running
to the Edge: A Band of Misfits and the Guru who Unlocked the Secrets of Speed
by Matthew Futterman (2019)
6. Different: The Story of an Outside-the-Box Kid and the
Mom Who Loved Him by Sally Clarkson (2016)
7. Teaching
Ruth and Esther: From Text to Message
by Christopher Ash (2018)
8. The
Terrible Speed of Mercy: A Spiritual
Biography of Flannery O’Connor by Jonathan Rogers (2012)
9. Just
Mercy: A True Story of the Fight for Justice by Bryan Stevenson (2018)
10. Mere
Christianity by C. S. Lewis (1952)
11. Confronting
Christianity: 12 Hard Questions for the World’s Largest Religion by Rebecca
McLaughlin (2019)
12. The
Incomparable Christ by John Stott (2001)
13. One
Writer’s Beginnings by Eudora Welty (1984)
14. East
of Eden by John Steinbeck (1952)
15. The
Seamless Life: A Tapestry of Love and
Learning, Worship and Work by Steven Garber (2020)
16. The
Magician’s Nephew by C. S. Lewis (1955)
17. The
Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe by C. S. Lewis (1950)
18. The
Horse and His Boy by C. S. Lewis (1954)
19. Prince
Caspian by C. S. Lewis (1951)
20. Through
the Wardrobe: How C. S. Lewis Created
Narnia by Lina Maslo (2020)
21. Beneath
A Scarlet Sky by Mark Sullivan (2017)
22. Parnassus
on Wheels by Christopher Morley
(1917)
23. So
Tall Within: Sojourner Truth’s Long Walk Toward Freedom by Gary D. Schmidt
(2018)
24. The
Great Divorce by C. S. Lewis (1946)
25. Deacon
King Kong by James McBride (2020)
26. No
Surrender by Chris Edmonds (2019)
27. With
Justice for All by John Perkins (1982)
28. The
Voyage of the Dawn Treader by C. S. Lewis (1952)
29. Let
Justice Roll Down by John M. Perkins (1976)
30. The
Silver Chair by C. S. Lewis (1953)
31. The
Last Battle by C. S. Lewis (1956)
32. Say
Nothing: A True Story of Murder and Memory in Northern Ireland by Patrick
Radden Keefe (2019)
33. A
Bookshop in Berlin by Francoise Frenkel (1945 and 2017)
34. Birds
of a Lesser Paradise by Megan Mayhew Bergman (2012)
35. Grow: Secrets of Our DNA by Nicola Davies
(2020)
36. Surprised
By Joy: The Shape of My Early Life
by C. S. Lewis (1955)
37. A
Simple Life-Changing Prayer: Discovering
the Power of St. Ignatius Loyola’s Examen by Jim Manney (2011)
38. You
Are What You Love: The Spiritual Power of Habit by James K. A. Smith (2016)
39. The
Wonder Switch by Harris III (2020)
40. Jack
by Marilynne Robinson (2020)
41. Hidden
Christmas: The Surprising Truth Behind the Birth of Christ by Timothy
Keller (2016)
42. The
Promise: A Celebration of Christ’s Birth
by Michael Card (1991)
43. I
Am Restored: How I Lost My Religion But
Found My Faith by LeCrae (2020)
44. The
Witness of Poetry by Czeslaw Milosz (1983)
45. Uncommon
Ground: Living Faithfully in a World of
Difference by Timothy Keller and John Inazu (2020)
46. Immanuel:
Reflections on the Life of Christ by Michael Card (1990)
47. God
With Us: The Miracle of Christmas by
John F. MacArthur (1989)
48. I’m
Still Here: Black Dignity in a World
Made for Whiteness by Austin Channing Brown (2018)
49. Be
The Bridge: Pursuing God’s Heart for
Racial Reconciliation by Latasha Morrison (2019)
50. The
Bible